Requiem-Of-Time

To Whom might have cared about my absence, I apologize. I actually hadn't been on d.A this whole time on any account except updating my props, but it's cowardly of me to disappear.

All I can really say is I was going through a cross roads with my original ideas, sort of unsure about a lot of what I wanted to do with those and Fan Art and mixing what into what.. A lot of insecurity with drawing and what it meant to me, and why I do it, and why it matters..
A lot of maybe something are better for an original idea, maybe I'm reworking Zelda too much, doing too much with it..I don't know. Just.. needed to think for a while.

All I can say is, I love it. And it doesn't really matter much beyond that. I'm not the best, but I'm good enough for my own standards, and it never was about being good, or making sense, it was just the passion of drawing..

I don't know, I was just.. lost for a long time. I still don't know if I'll ever be fully *back* or if I ever was, but I just want something that feels right. I think it's getting closer. Oh wow, this is vague and off point.

<_<; I'm sorry for abandoning the club and leaving it for my helpers. I can't say I'll be on regularly, but I will be on more then before and I won't give promises, and I'm not sure if that is for my own sake or what if they're not kept, but I will make an effort. LOL

Yeah.. Let's see, something Zelda related, had anyone heard of this:
www.thezeldaproject.net/?page_…

I say, good for them, and I can't wait!

Anyone's OC's or fan art been affected by the stricter 'underage' thing? Just curious.. I know it affected other fandoms quite a bit. I know some pictures of Maiya I've already drawn probably aren't allowed unless I lie about the time frame..
ALTHOUGH, technically, she is like 24 years in her second form LOL, being 'reborn' so to speak and all. <_<;;


So yeahhh! It would really be awesome to be able to post just one picture a week wouldn't it. >_<; Goal!

Thanks for the lovely surprise from on the KICKASS picture of our OC Gerudo sparring...! Wee. Happy. That was the best thing ever after a hiatus! <3

EDIT: WRONG LINK, SORRY EVERYONE LOL!
www.youtube.com/watch?v=STzIHn…

And tomorrow is my Birthday, the 8th


OMG, this is the most..annoying thing I've ever seen next to Navi XD; It even sounds like her.. XD;; I was immensely satisfied pausing and replaying the SMASHING part..smash..smash..smash! XD;

Yup.

My girl friend keeps POCKET DIALING ME X3; Make it stop!!!!!

'She's already called me like 6 times and 'left' 4 voice mails ..... ._. I get to hear her at work moving around and stuff.. OMG...

LOL, STOP IT. X3;

Too funny.


I'm going to kill her. X3; SPAM on the phone...

edit: I keep blasting computer error noises into the phone, but it's mostly for my own amusement and self gratification because she can't hearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. >_<

Anywayz, a little bit of d.A 'draw-ma' over the past few days, I won, yay! ?(._.) But it's over now. <_<; Honestly. -_-

And I have a contest entry to finish... and I need water.

This is random.


i LOVE MY NEW INKS. <3 And we WILL finish the damn layout for the club this coming Tuesday or Wednesday I swear -_-


Errrr.... yeah. Maiya won't get out of my head. X3;


GROUPS/CLUBS
<-- My Group

Been sick for days.. SICK. Awesome.

Sinus pressure and lung hacking Besides commissions, besides belate gifts to my Girl friend(fail X3; ) I want to draw and can't. ;_;

And I'm feeling tired again so I should probably get more rest. CRAPP. This sucks. X3;


Exciting things in planning for my group, TheSheikahClan join if you like sheikah!

:fit of coughing:

ARRGGH. <_<; :sigh:

Nothing really important, just sleepy and wanting to do things and can't blleeh..

Soooo yeah. Don't know if my shedule will ever get back on track, but two hours into sleeping blissfully my girl friend woke me up without meaning to, because when she can't sleep, I can sense her restlessness! >_<; Kinda sucks when you've lived with someone for so long in that way. LOL

But, I am very inspired. Inspired, but loaded with things I *have* to do, too. Which is why I probably shut off my creativity all this time to begin with. :hopeless: But, I don't care, I need to try and learn how to balance. I have this annoying part of myself that likes to launch myself completely into one thing, or I feel like I can't make it work. But IRL, that doesn't work. u__u; There will never be a *perfect* time for anything.

So, I've had some kick ass Zelda prop ideas, jewerly ideas, writing ideas, picture ideas.. I'm everywhere. <_<

I had this really kewl idea for this ZELDA WRITING PROJECT OF EPIC PROPORTIONS.

It came to me that this Zelda original story we had(well it does follow the games a bit, but it's much more fleshed out, goes into a lot of stuff an 'E' for everyone game can't)can't be written alone.. Well not just me and Sai.
I mean, we could, but it would take forever, and well, I had this fantastic idea.

There are some hard core Zelda fans out there like myself, who as a hobby, on their own, live, breath, and sleep Zelda. They also sort of 'specialize' in one character completely. They did it since they were young, for fun. They've RPG, cosplayed and written about them(or drew them) forever, just because.
One character from OOT or TP, or awesome OC's that are so well thought and planned, they're almost real.

If I could gather everyone together, and we all combined our ideas, imagine, this HUGE, indepth, epic Zelda story, with all this talent and dedication, all these specialized people coming together for the one thing they love. It would be the best Zelda story ever, because it would be all for Love.
Of course, not just anyone can do this, like you have to be a freak, you know? I already know of two people I would ask to write the parts of, or help guide the story for Sato(and his wife of course, We know who would be best for this!) and I found my Sheik(^_~).
I think I know enough to do Impa and Zelda's Mother, and I sort of already invested a lot of time with Sheikah and Gerudo in general, but see, I need people who are willing to mix their ideas with others, you know? I want this to be a combined, seemless, thing. Like, so well thought out, it seems like it's the missing chapters of the game. So, anyone who wants a part of it, needs to understand, I may use some of it(everyone would be created though!), I may use a piece, I might not use anything. I might use all of it. I might actually role play it out with you, or ask us all to meet in a chat and role play. Or maybe start a RPG thread on a board somewhere. Does anyone have any ideas? Is anyone interested? I need OC's(good, belevble ones), main chars, minor chars..

I just was thinking, how it was nice to have friends online again, who are so passionate about the stuff I am, and what a better way to join together and meet more people then to have at least one thing in common. And I thought, there might be others like me, who have this one character who they know like their own self, you know?

I don't know.. it would be a lot of work, but I just thought, it would be an amazing team effort, something everyone could help make.. Hm..

Also, some new ideas for our Sheikah clan(why the heck is the application for 'group' still pending >_<; Darnnit) Sai and I were thinking, there should be subclans the Sheikah break into, specially after the King unifies Hyrule and the War of the races sort of kill off, split up the majority of the Sheikah to begin with.
The clan's so far is:
Shadow Clan: Impa's clan, Sai's and anyone related to Impa, or direct decenants of Tanis, the Sheikah tribe's orginal leader/king.
Moon clan: Maiya's clan, her father and Mother's clan, and anyone related to them.(Or wants to be related, lol.)
Water clan:
Wind Clan:
Metal:
Earth:
Fire: The Sheikah who still hold more of the beliefs from the desert; more day shadows then pure 'Dark'

See, I believe originally, long before the great race war, before Hyrule was unified, and King Dapness became King(before OOT), the Sheikah and the Gerudo were once one tribe.
But eventually, they could not become unified, they could not settle on which Gods and Goddesses to believe in. They fought among each other, and split off.
(Some believed solely in Din, others solely in the darker side, her mate the Moon, the 'Dark' God.)

Sooo.
I don't want it to be too 'Naruto' but on the other hand, I think I like the idea of the clans. And you know Maiya(the first, when she had been alive originally) was the Head Priestess for the Shadow Temple and represented the Moon clan.
Sai was the head Priest of the Shadow Temple, representing the head of the clan Shadow. (each clan is a little above each other, the Shadow clan, his and Impa's is the strongest, largest clan)

They had been engaged to unify the ties of the Moon and Shadow Clans. D: So sad. (Yes, they were a couple. It sort of just happened, but I think it works. I NEED TO DRAW THEM. SO. PRETTY. ) X3; Impa loved her daughter in law, she was the perfect wife for her Sai...and then Ganondorf killed her. D: Sad thing is, Maiya never knew how much Impa loved her like a daughter, Impa can't stand her when she is 'reborn,' from guilt mostly, a little fear..Eventually I think she comes to terms with it..but..anyway.,.

Also, I want more Sheikah that I know well enough to draw them. I have chars, and I will draw them together, but I would like to know other's OC's for mine, so that if I wanted to draw Maiya and a friend, I could X3; Or an enemy, or a love interest, you know? o.o Anyone? Maiya needs friends. X3; Anyone want to be chibi friends with her? I need more cute arts X3;

So, why am I mentioning this? Well, if we did do clans, and we had enough people participating, people could join what Sheikah clans they wanted their OC's to be in, we could be like one big sheikah family, and eventually have contests were clans vrs. each other. lol It just sounded so epic.

But, we need active members in our soon to be group, and it will be better this time, as a group, it will be a far more relaxed atmosphere.

Well.. what do you guys think? >:3
(You will see this on TheSheikahClan also

Hmm.. Lonely, lol.

Oh, if anyone in the club gets a message from d.A asking if Sai is the owner of TheSheikahClan please vote 'yes' we can't get accepted without approval, for some reason, they need to verify that, lol. How do they know it's a shared club? BAH.